October 2010
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Oct 26th
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Fuck There are people who will tell you that using the word fuck in a poem indicates a serious lapse of taste, or imagination, or both. It’s vulgar, indecorous, an obscenity that crashes down like an anvil falling through a skylight to land on a restaurant table, on the white linen, the cut-glass vase of lilacs. But if you were sitting over coffee when the metal hit your saucer like a...
Oct 26th
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Mamihlapinatapai.
Oct 25th
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Oct 25th
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“I don’t have a fear of commitment, I have a fear of abandonment. We all screw...”
– (via cocoablush)
Oct 24th
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Oct 24th
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Oct 24th
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Oct 23rd
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Oct 23rd
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LAST CALL It’s the hour when everyone’s drunk and the bar turns marvelous, music swirling over the red booths, smoke rising from neglected cigarettes as in each glass ice slides into other ice, dissolving; it’s when one stranger nudges another and says, staring at the blurred rows of pour spouts, I hear they banned dwarf tossing in France, and the second man nods and...
Oct 17th
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Oct 17th
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Oct 17th
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frida kahlo to marty mcconnel leaving is not enough; you must stay gone. train your heart like a dog. change the locks even on the house he’s never visited. you lucky, lucky girl. you have an apartment just your size. a bathtub full of tea. a heart the size of Arizona, but not nearly so arid. don’t wish away your cracked past, your crooked toes, your problems are papier mache puppets you made or...
Oct 14th
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Oct 13th
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Oct 13th
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Turning this in was like pulling out one of those quivering tendrils under my skin, something intrinsic something that shied away from the world. Writing it was more cathartic, me feeling alive by feeling dead, in the summer when nothing died but clouds dwindled in the stupor, clouds of perceptive idyll spinning softly into dust. I remember reading Thomas Hardy’s The Self-Unseeing and...
Oct 13th
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Oct 12th
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Oct 8th
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Oct 7th
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Oct 7th
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Oct 6th
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Oct 6th
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desperatelyquiet: This is how I feel too. April i love your writing.  thesedropsofgoldendreams Thanks! I love how you upload all your photographs so prolifically, it’s amazing!! I’m a little slow in that haha. Anyhow, the grad school is offering contemporary poetry courses on fridays for columbia students. Join with me? (:
Oct 5th
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Oct 4th
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sunday at 2am conversations on fb with nat Me: okay what party please tell Nat: all i know is bianca is stalking us lol Me: while you are partying ‘hard’, i’m in butler with george have fun being stalked Nat: so ur stalking people from butler now Me: the only person in front of me is george. we’re not stalking anybody, my coffee only gives me enough energy to churn out...
Oct 4th
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Oct 4th
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Oct 4th
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Oct 4th
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so you want to be a writer? by charles bukowski so you want to be a writer? if it doesn’t come bursting out of you  in spite of everything,  don’t do it.  unless it comes unasked out of your  heart and your mind and your mouth  and your gut,  don’t do it.  if you have to sit for hours  staring at your computer screen  or hunched over your  typewriter  searching for words, ...
Oct 4th
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Oct 4th
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Oct 4th
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Oct 4th
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charles bukowski little dark girl with  kind eyes  when it comes time to  use the knife  I won’t flinch and  I won’t blame  you,  as I drive along the shore alone  as the palms wave,  the ugly heavy palms,  as the living does not arrive  as the dead do not leave,  I won’t blame you,  instead  I will remember the kisses  our lips raw with love  and how you gave me  everything you...
Oct 4th
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Oct 3rd
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Oct 3rd
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Oct 3rd
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Oct 3rd
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